It just so happans to be another tiring day after returning from my chalet with my classmates. Upon returning home, I received news that a Malaysian cousin had pass away due to some heart malfunctioning. Personally, I have no impression of who this cousin is, so I don't really feel much about it. What really matters to me is how taxing would it be on my family.
Family current status:
My Dad --> hardworking and dutiful man. Most probably he would be rushing to Malaysia to attend the funeral tomorrow.
My Mom --> A kind lady who would never reject to help anyone that deserves her aid. Currently coordinating everyone at her brother's wedding (my youngest uncle) and tending to my eldest aunt's complains.
My elder sister --> A great sister. Currently the main coordinator and MC for my uncle's wedding. She's going berserk soon due to my cousins and work.
My younger sister --> Attending school till late each day. Have not seen her for the past few days due to different timing of returning home.
Me --> Unable to help anything other than doing odd jobs. Feeling helpless and useless.
I can do nothing and at the same time I can't cry or do anything else. All I could do is only stand helplessly trying my best to fill in whatever gaps my family or others could not fill in. I can't go to the funeral because if I were to go, I can't help out at the wedding (which is more taxing). However, My dad would be going alone to Malaysia (isn't it abit sad?).
