thanks

I didn't know I am that emotional until I am in NS and I saw Hui Ping's comment for me. I cried that night after reading it. Somehow the recognition was there when I need it; didn't really care or acknowledged my own presence until that moment. I just want to leave this comment behind before I enter ocs as a form of resolution.

coz i am that good.

lOOking back

Felt that I have walked a long way for these past 19 odd years(wondered how my parents make it so far). Looking back, I made a lot of mistakes, created a lot of havoc and destroyed a lot of things.

I lost my self-love, dignity and self-esteem in my secondary school days and gained brotherhood and friendship. I gained self-love and dignity when I was in NYP students union and have gained more friends, but I neglected my self-worth.

I learn what is self-esteem and self-respect when I passed out from Bronco platoon 4. I learned valuable lessons here and for the first time in my entire life I felt recognized as an individual.

It is good to look back at your past, laugh and smile about it, but not living in it. I have been some what living in the past for sometime; the past is something not worth looking back and to be reminded of constantly. I am now determined to walk out from these rubbish and surpassed my sisters and gained recognition as a character.

Many Thanks to my family who make an effort to go to Tekong to waste some government fund there and see me P.O.P.; especially my dad who ran away from work to see me. My sisters who claimed leave and my mom who managed to restrain my dad from creating trouble.