Imploding and exploding; which is scarier?

There has been some conflicts among the people in my different social networks. Personally; it is another field experiment to observe the wonders and interactions of human science. Till this date, I managed to make one discovery; which is, "anger is something you can't lose by losing it."

I managed to observe that girls then to implode while guys would prefer exploding. I don't think this is behavior engineered by genes, but rather a cultural disorder that Asians have.

Individually, I do not think that explosive anger is scary at all; (maybe because, no angry guy has touched me and left the building alive) Emotions that surfaces aren't as scary as hidden emotions. Implosive behavior on the other hand is very very unhealthy. Although under certain social circumstances; we are STRONGLY encourage not to flare up; I still feel that it is unhealthy to the mind for a person to swallow his/ her anger.

In addition; there is a possibility that the person would continue to have this recessive line of thoughts which could probably lead to some health problems. Just picture a person who has the ability to explode; would he implode or just explode?

Lose knee

I injured my knee during one of the dance steps while lifting up a girl and now my knee gives out a loud crack sound when it bends from 180 degrees to 130 degrees. Sometimes it would locked itself and prevent me from walking. I think both my elder sister and me has brought our dad's name to shame. My elder sister broke her leg while she was dancing tango; and me, an injury for just a simple move. Our dad used to be a folk dance instructor at a CC and I am sure he might puke blood if he sees any one of us dancing.

This bloody knee sure hurts a lot; gives me the temptation to disown it; but I will and must endure. Others like YiNing and Sasi have been great examples of enduring; I must learn from them.

I just need some one to tell me that I am doing fine.