My Birthday

This is the first time I am not posting any pictures along. Sorry dudes, Kinda lack of the feeling to do post any pictures up.

It has now come to the most dreaded time of the year for me. I don't really like my birthday, but I felt this is a very good time to say everything before I graduate.
This is gonna sound quite unlike me.

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10 things that I really want for my birthday:

1) A real friend who is so optimistic whom I can confide everything to him.
Why? I may have alot of brothers and sisters around me, a network that is surprising big (even to me), but I always have this lonely feeling. I don't know why.

2) Forgiveness for being such a bastard.
why? I have always been a bastard, perhaps this was to prevent myself from getting bullied.

3) A slap on the face by Yi Ling.
why? I think this will some how ease my conscience.

4) A day where everybody call me Wen Han.
why? I have too many names, too many a such that I feel like having an identity crisis.

5) A moment my dad compliments me.
Why? My dad has never compliment me once in my life.

6) Maybe a set of dumbells which i can chat with every night.
why? The lonely nights that I spend on MSN could be replace with something else.

7) Being surrounded by my secondary school classmates and poly friends.
Why? I am an easily contented guy who values friendship.

8) More decisiveness.
why? I have been hesitant for the past 19 years; Its time I pick up my responsibility.

9) A life that would not be bullied by others.
why? I have been bullied all my life, by primary school mates, neighbours, secondary school mates and relatives.

10) A new shelve for my books to be placed on.
why? My shelves are full thats why.