black and white

In my world, things aren't clearly divided into black and white, right or wrong, good or bad.

This is a picture I edited from a poster Ms Ong Ying Shya sent me. Its the nicest poster I have in my whole room and I seriously felt that this poster some how spur me on to live.

I read this line on the MRT on Tuesday saying ,"ability is what you are capable of doing, Motivation is how you it and attitude differs how well you do it." Kinda nice quote coming from a public transport company.

The date today is 15 august, I still have not change my mind about my determination to study overseas. I still feel that I am overly dependent on other people (although I have to say I am good at outsourcing) but I still am, lack of independency to do things in accord to my own judgement and initiatives. I am too easily influenced by my peers that I cannot make decisions on my own. damn. I still need to be thrown onto a desserted island to be forced to feel what its like to have isolation and independency.