Sunday, October 18, 2009

Glad and thankful

More often than not, I tend to put my family as a lower priority to entertain. I would tend to joke lesser with my parents and sisters. This is because, I am contented and very thankful that my family is a big and warm family and there isn't anything that we need urgently (maybe more money) and I always feel a need for me to share what I have with my friends to spread my joy.

16 oct is my mom's birthday which coincides with my pre-departure concert; I felt really guilty of being unable to produce the cake I have intended for; so much so that it affected half of my performance. Along with 2 of my best friends who couldn't make it to my PDC; it was only when it reached Getai performance that I realize that my priorities for that day was wrong. I should have prioritise my family's entertainment as the utmost priority.

My ankle and knee joints were really aching; my high blood pressure is causing the anxiety and nervousness to mount. I am starting to panic; but somewhat I felt nostalgic about this feeling. As I set my priorities right, I felt that this is the time to concentrate and focused. At the end of the day, I know that I have made my mom smile and I think that is a reasonable reward for all the shit I went through.

2 comments:

Rizal said...

that is right damien... it was her special day and u made it special by being your best on stage. i am sure she is proud to see her son performing. which mum wont????

Love u, brother...

Anonymous said...

you re so cute ,Damien

hard to find the kid like this
if i were ur mom I will be very proud to have kid likew u , wow !!

...saloon....